Everyone needs support

When I look for support from them, 'from people whom I trust the most' (well..maybe)...I found none. And surprisingly, others who are not even related to me were the ones who cheer for me and tells me to continue what I love to do. They were the ones encouraging me and appreciating the things that I've done. Accepting me just the way I am.

What's wrong with being like this? I mean, this is me...this is who I am. I'm not like those pretty girls walking around the campus with all their wonderful curls and make-up. I'm not those girls who flirt and gossip and laugh like squeaking mice. I am me. Everyone's special and unique in their own way. We also have the right to love and to be loved back. Dreaming about something is not prohibited for people like me.

I love singing, dancing, drawing, composing songs...quotes and stories. I am in love with animé and Kpop. What's so wrong with that. All I need is support from my parents and friends. All I want is to be appreciated and not to be ignored. I swear, I am afraid of rejection.

I miss my classmates last year. They were really different from all my friends this school year. I feel like, I'm just being used.

As they say: "Don't talk to me because you're bored. I'm not here to entertain you. And don't come to me only when you need a favor. I don't like being used.  Just get the fuck away cause I'm not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time."

And it hurts thinking that they want to be your friend just because they need your help. I am a cheerful person at school. And what I mean is...VERY cheerful. I talk to each and every single person in the classroom. And many of my classmates think that I have many friends. Well...I do have many friends. But I only have a few who are really true and will always be there no matter what.

So guys, friends are everywhere...but friends who are true are rare.




-Labyrinth_101
09.26.11

PS: >< I just realized that I haven't posted here on the day of my birthday :'(
God bless everyone~!