It's 3 in the morning! AND...

Yeah guys, it's already 3AM here in our place. Haha! But, who cares =)))

I just updated my fanfic, and I'm so proud of myself because I've posted 4 chapters for this month. *throws confetti* I guess I'm not lazy after all. (lol. really)  I'm still deciding if I should write an EXO oneshot or maybe threeshot next month, since I already have a plot in my head. I wanted to write a multi-chaptered story about this group too, but I still need to focus on my current fanfic...to prevent myself from mixing up the events in both stories. Haha! I know I'm silly, sorry. 


But guys, is it weird that I only start writing stories when it's already 2am? I always write fanfictions from 2am to 4am, and I can't seem to stop typing words because I'm excited to know what will happen next myself. Lol. I tried writing earlier than 2am, but it only worked once...and I ended up writing 5 pages for that day. (which is really unexpected for someone as lazy as me) Kkk...I'm a bad author, I know. TT.TT

Anyway, one of the OSTs of the Korean Drama entitled 'Boys Over Flowers' caught my attention just the other day. It's just sad that the site (where I'm downloading the sheet musics) was now closed due to some copyright issues, so that's why I ended up choosing 'Because I'm Stupid' by SS501, which is also an OST of the said Korean Drama, as the next piano cover I'm doing. But well...can you believe that the sheet music is 6 pages O_O Well, I can't! Even Super Junior's 'A Short Journey' is just 5 pages, huhuhu ;____; God bless to me ^_^ I hope I can play it well =)

Okay bloggers, that's all for today!
Good MorNight everyone! God bless!!! ♥♥♥

-Labyrinth_101
05.24.12

Why?! I seriously need inspiration NOW! (and some SPAZZING)

Ugh, this is a problem. Not that I don't want to write anymore, I just...just...there's just something missing right now and I do not know whatever it is! Whenever I open MS Word to write the second page of the 4th chapter, I always end up staring at it and there's nothing running inside my brain. I have already a draft of the things that I'll include in the 4th chapter, but there's just something missing...Inspiration? :S I think so.

Why??? I guess I need to dig inside my brain later!!!

Lol. I know this is weird but, I really want to write but I can't. No, I mean of course I can write but I just can't because .. ugh, I DON'T KNOW! If you understand what I mean 


I'll just reorganize the ideas that are now scattered in every corner of my brain (if my brain does have a corner. lol. does it? haha I don't really think so. tsk tsk.) later before I go to sleep. I hope I do have a good dream later :3 hahaha! I haven't posted here the story of my BEST DREAM yet =)) Lol. When I woke up that time, I tried hard to go back to sleep to see my biases in my dreamssssss! *_* If only they're real, OOOOOOH I just hope they are real and I can see them in person. ;A; Oh please please, I want to see them just once.

Anyway, it's already midnight here. Haha! So, good 'mornight' (Uhh, I think this word should really be added in the dictionary xDDD) lol.

Good Morning everyone! God bless!!!
(I'll just use morning since it's midnight hehehe)

-Labyrinth_101
05.11.12

When...

I'm going to lie if I say I enjoyed this day.

You know that feeling when someone hates you and you feel like your suffocating, and you just can't breathe. That feeling when you know someone doesn't like you and you feel you're heart's breaking until it feels like it's actually hurting literally, then you have nothing to do but just sigh. And that feeling when you really have to cry it out, but then you can't because you feel so useless, worthless and so alone. It hurts so f*cking much.

It hurts when you think no one supports you and you don't decide for your own future, and someone had just removed your right of deciding for yourself. It hurts when they don't understand what you feel, and you feel like breaking down because then you feel so discriminated and lowly as a person. But it hurts more to smile when you feel like you're actually dying. It hurts to think that you did something in hope to help that person, but ended up being a burden. And I just hate it.

You feel like being kicked when you're already so depressed, and being insulted when you're already being down by discouraging comments from some. And they don't care, they're just there like nothing really happened and you're being all smile, because if you let out tears...they'll be telling you that you're over reacting.

It's painful. It's like being directly stabbed by a knife straight to your chest.