"Spend your life with those who make you happy, not with who you have to impress."

I don't know what happened a while a go...I was feeling alone again and I feel like even though there is too many people around me, no one notices me or even bothers to talk to me. I hate being like this. I can't stop myself from thinking that I'm just a worthless company. They'll just talk to me whenever they have a favor or something. What the?! I'm not their book...not their encyclopedia or anything like that. I'm their classmate who also needed someone to listen to me when I have to say something. I also need a friend who is a good listener and adviser. That's unfair. Why does it always have to be them?  TT^TT

*sighs* But this made me realize that my guy friends are the ones who are listening to me all the time, and reacts to my jokes and other funny stuffs that I tell them. I'm not telling this because I'm a flirt or a slut or someone who's so obsessed to have a boyfriend. I'm really just in need of someone who'll lend their ears and will have time to talk to me sincerely. I'm not your last resort. I mean...go away if you just need me because you like this, you like that. It does hurt...thinking that you're just their friend because of the things you provide them.

Well...at least I found someone who would be a good listener, friend, classmate and a brother to me. :)
Thank you Lord! :D God bless~^^!!!

-Labyrinth_101
09.06.11